To the Daughter I’ll Never Have


Dearest Daughter,

You might not know this, but I’ve spent most of my life wishing for you. From the time I was a child, I diligently cared for my baby girl dolls with all the love and attention a mother could give. As I imagined my life as a wife and a mom, the someday wish of you stood front and center. Together, we’d host the most incredible tea parties, argue over your hair in the mornings, and redefine for ourselves what it meant to fight like a girl.

As you grew older, we’d disagree on the suitability of prom dresses and boyfriends, routinely butting heads because we were nothing and too much alike. I’d host your bridal shower, baby shower(s), and serve as your trusted mentor on all things woman, wife, and mother. And I was so ready. Ready for all of it. So on that fateful February afternoon when two tiny blue lines appeared, my perfect pink plans sprang into action. [read more…]


  1. This is beautiful. As a mother to 3 sons and 2 miscarried babies, this hit my heart so hard. ❤️

    • Thank you so much for your comment, Rebecca. The loss of a dream can be so hard, even with so much to be thankful for. Wishing you blessings and peace Xo

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